So I have 4 weeks left until my c-section. At 11 weeks I was really ready to be done, but around 9 I wasn't ready at all. Now I am back to being super ready to go! Everything is scheduled and I'm trying to organize what to do with Piper while we're at the hospital for 3 nights & it makes it all seem like it's really happening soon but I still have 4 weeks to wait! And I feel huge and exhausted and just so over it. I feel like I haven't felt normal in 9 months and I miss being a great mommy to Piper. It'll be a while after my c-section until I feel "normal" again but at least there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I don't know how people have babies at the age of 40. I am a few days shy of 34 and feel worn out and would never want to do this later in my age. As you can see I am carrying way bigger than last time - and even last time I was measuring big! At my recent 34 week appointment I measured 36 weeks so maybe he will come early! I wouldn't mind if he did, but it wouldn't be fun having an emergency c-section. He's still moving around in there a ton, I will miss that part of my pregnancy the most, but am also ready to see his little face and snuggle with him. It's also time Sam carries this little boy around some, I've put in my time haha. I had a sprinkle shower the other day that was fun, I've got lots of little boy stuff now and some diapers, and the nursery is pretty much put together so we are ready and waiting! We are not 100% on a name so I guess we will have to see his little face and hopefully that'll help us decide! Alright...hopefully I post again before the baby but it's doubtful.